Ok, i'm over it all. I don't care. Life sucks anyway, so i may as well get used to it. But i've learnt a few things over the last few days;

Friend's Boyfriends suck; but they arent going anywhere unless i kill them, apparently. Or unless they get dumped...
Cosplay is supposed to be fun. I don't post pictures, so misunderstandings are easily made.
Some things just arent worth your time.
Immaturity is a common trait. Some people just don't recognise what immaturity is and is not.
I'm probably better off without a BF for many, many more years. Everyone i know seems to loose their independence when they have one around them...
Life is is like a huge, underground lake. The water catches the sun, and sends reflections onto the surrounding rock and water, and rocks which are dropped cause never-ending ripples
Here's an image i found which perfectly matches my feelings;
[link] <- go check it out

Basically, i recieved alot of advice from friends, both on dA, at school, and from my cosplay group. All of them said the same thing, so i'm going to believe them rather than what i've seen. No matter what happens now, i'm not looking back and i'm NOT going to dwell on something that immature and stupid.

Anyhow, Thanks everyone for their support, especially , , and . You four made my last day and a half better than it could have been, and your advice was a helping hand to me when i felt like i was face-down in the mud.

I'm sorry to all my good friends for being so gloomy lately, those who've asked know why. Some of you've talked, some have listened. Thanks so much for being there!

MY CLOSEST FRIENDS:
, , , , , , , and (lol)

COSPLAY:
LOL HEY! almost finished eclair, coz my sis needs it for a dracula's b'day party on thursday next week. woohoo!
OK aaannnddd...Manifest!!!:
FRIDAY:
-Eclair
-Vediret
SATURDAY:
-Train
-Belze
-Sephiria
~in addition to Rinslet Walker
SUNDAY:
-Sister Kate
-Father Remington
-Rosette
~in addition to Chrono (maybe?)


Ok, Art Stuff:
-> something about fairy dust and "never grow up"
-> winged dude

As it so happens, i've had a commission spot opening due to some unfortunate circumstances. So if anyone wants a commission, perhaps something ready for Manifest, a birthday or christmas even, let me know I have some new produts out, including Cushions and Plushies ^^ V. can you say rice-ball backwards?


Commission Order's:
1) -> Haru Sohma Beenie, with A/L W .:COMPLETED:.
2) CURRENTLY EMPTY
3) J.D. -> Kyou Sohma Beenie [ON HOLD]
4) S.S. -> Kisa Sohma Beenie with A/L W [ON HOLD]
5) -> Ueda Plushie
6) -> Panda Beenie with A/L W .:COMPLETED:.

ok, thats it for this journal. Below is the commission stuff.
xxoo cya

.:Commission Information:.
~Logo'ed t-shirts. Image must be provided
~Beenies; self- or default-designs
~Arm & Leg Warmers
~Casual Clothing
~Full or Partial Cosplay; wigs not included
~Vis. Kei.
~Lolita
~Plushies -Coming Soon-
~Cushions -Coming Soon-

PLEASE NOTE: polar fleece is only availible in moss, black, beige, sapphire, turquise, blue, baby blue, marble grey, charcole, baby pink, candy, hot pink, red, white/off-white and maroon. Availibility should be taken into account for designs. Required colours can be made, but will cost extra due to dye costs.

NOTE ME FOR DETAILS ON PRICES AND SUCH
images must be supplied, even for beenies.

Prices are approximately material + design + postage + work fee (fee can be between $5-$25 depending)
Prices can change if fabric prices change. It won't be more than a few dollars though...